Thursday, July 31, 2008

so, today is ms leow's official last gp lesson with us... so, when class started, ms leow wanted to take pics with the class... so, many suggestions on where to take the pic came abt.... so, went to different places to take pics and came back abt 40 minutes into the lesson....

so, my class is incharge of the AV for ms leow's farewell.... i think we did ok except for some screwups.... farhan opened the ceremony with 'always be my baby'(although he forgot some lyrics)..... A05's performance was ok, except that it was draggy.....

went back with yanty after that cos i alrd told her that i'd take the same bus home with her.... didnt eat anything, wasnt that hungry(kinda ironic).....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:07 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008


training as usual today, although i came late becos of mlep phototaking.......

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:15 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008


saw the people from ltc camp heading home and toward tampines mart while waiting for a bus...



HAPPY B'Day Shahrudin and Diniy...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
6:53 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008


s0, woke up today feeling slightly emo, but still with a smile on my face... went to play soccer at upper court... didnt end the match due to fighting.. 2 guys fought becos of a tackle...haizz... became keeper and conceded 2 goals....

went back home and then to the hospital to visit my greatgrandma with my grandma and family... after that, went to T2 swensens to have lunch... had some kind of burger with steak in the centre... ordered chocolate fondue also....my cousin's daughter was also with us.... so, after lunch, shaded some pieces of paper with the stensils outside swensens.... went back home after that..

received a man u bag as a present from my cousins..

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:41 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008


so, today is the last day of the week... lessons were slack today.. had math lecture,break, pe,break,pw.... friday is one of the better days of the week unless pe is a killer...

did napfa during pe... did 41 situps, a distance of 215 for standing broad jump... the rest of the 5 stations will be next week... played soccer after pe and was late for pw... but then we had a reason for coming late- we didnt noe the venue becos it changed.. did literally nth during pw other than cooling down and talking to yanty abt something and omar who eavesdropped...

went for softball training after sch but then had to go for gp extra lessons in between... the physical part of softball wasnt that tiring.. the number of people who came for training was very little, with only maddy doing the physical(only girl)....

went to mcdonalds after training and sat with shahrin, zan and fuad... didnt eat becos of no appetite.. smth was alrd tingling in my veins at that pt of time and i knew smth was happening and the feeling wasnt nice-so, it was a bad feeling.... an sms received by my phone 15 min later showed that the tinglingness was a sign... and it was bad news.... not elaborating much into it.. became emo for i think, the first time in my life... the guys did say some jokes here and there and i became a wet towel... sorry guys... went back pretty early, cos usually we'll talk till abt 9...but then we went off at 8.15...

so, walked out of mcdonalds... so after crossing the zebra crossing, (zan and shah were talking abt doing some crazy stuff without getting caught)... so, shah told zan to throw a bottle at a car that moves.. and a car did move past us and zan did throw a bottle(it was empty btw)... but then he missed the car.. BUT it hit another thing instead.. it hit a motorcycle behind!! seeing that, shah and zan ran.. i followed them running too... fuad was left behind and he just walked steadily... zan and shah agreed that they ended the day on a high note.. but there was just too many things on my mind and i really didnt feel the thrill....

- i cant pick up the pieces, i cant put them together and i definitely cant ______




E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:05 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008


lessons as per normal.... had physics at 6... super tired by then...



found out that there's competition now... so, have to make a move fast.. but how... i need help...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:04 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


today is a disaster.. for me that is....

met ambrose and shahrin at compass pt at 6 and then took bus 87 from there all the way to bedok.. slept in the bus....
met ridzwan at bedok interchange and also some J2 guys... took 197 to ecp... had to walk a pretty long walk b4 reaching the place.. drizzled while walking towards destination....
sat down at the food centre with hadi, dan,lynn, arini,zaf,syahz and her fren.. played psp.. the place i was sitting at had a good view..hehe

it rained all the way for 1hr++... but then the run was still on and it started at 9.30 with the guys' race... samir and akhim were putting on their tags when the race started. so they just ran from where they were from and managed to get into top 30... congrats... heard that farhan and the J2 guys started the race late, cos they were not at the starting line when the race started... shahrin ran also, but didnt get top 30... reuben, hariz and another guy was embarassing themselves when they came in to the finish line after a girl and a few teachers had alrd finish the girls race which started 20 min after the guys race began..

so, zan asked me along to watch batman, but then i didnt noe if i wanted to go..
shah followed his class to eat and play pool
hakim asked me along to have lunch
akhim asked me to play soccer
the softballers went fishing

but, i didnt even follow any1.... i went back straight after losing sight of catwoman...
shah called me when i was in the bus and said he saw catwoman alone.. i repeat..ALONE.. he said that would've been my best chance to say hi... haiz... wasted a chance... found out she had consultation...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:53 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008


racial harmony talk in the morning.. was supposed to be on stage also giving a presnetation but then didnt cos didnt bother to do up the powerpt slides and that i also didnt go for the house visit...lessons as per normal... and extra lessons after sch to add it on... feel dead tired during math remedial and dozed off....

took a bus home with yanty... told her abt 'her'... haha... yanty forgot i told her before abt 'her'..so, i told her again... what yanty said still lingers in my thoughts.. although i want to do it, i just cant pluck enuff courage to do it... haiz.....

road run/walk is tmr.. mayb i'll pluck up enuff courage... meeting shahrin and ambrose at compass pt in the morn at 6... sianz... damn early must wake up....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:48 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008


so, today is a new week, came back from camp yesteday..still tired... akhim, shahrudin,farhan and myself looked dead when we came to sch...

had PE for the first period.. played touch rugby.. managed to score 2 touchdowns..haha... some of the guys told me that abt 8 guys were chasing me when i had the ball... haha.... feel so pro.... but then again, i'm playing with unfit guys... zach also managed to score the winning touchdown.... 'she was there, having pe..'

also, skipped physics lecture with the guys i stated on top to slp... feel damn remorseful...haiz....

had gp remedial after sch but then-sad...haiz....

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:43 PM



seeing her makes me awake
seeing her is simply ______

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:07 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008






just came back from my camp.. but actually, i left the camp early in the morning to atend my cousin's wedding...hehe....




dad fetched me from NACLI in the morning and then headed to my aunt's house... got changed and then ate... so, i had to accompany my other cousin who is the photographer and also help take photographs since my dad brought along the dslr camera( but with the wrong lens).. didnt have a good view of things with the camera cos the lens of the camera didnt have the wide scope.. overall, had fun taking pics, although i accidentally deleted a nice and romantic pic.. crap...




so, abt the camp:




1st day: supposed to meet and take attendance outside the mlep room at 2.30, and i was late.. so, i waited 1 hr b4 mr malek sent me there... saw the softball training= no comments..

reached NACLI and the first thing i did was to go to the room and then boiled water for my roommates... my roommates were akhim, farhan and omar.... i only missed the camp briefing.. hehe.. lucky... went to sph at 5.... there was some interview session there... so, as per usual, the guys just listen.... went back to NACLI for dinner and a seminar....

after cleaning up, went outside to play cards with the mlep people..-syazwan,zuhairi,shahrudin,farhan,samir,akhim,aiyah(2),zahidah(2),athifah,nadia and hanafi..

played cards till 1.30am..


2nd day:

woke up for morning pt.. but then there was only stretching... lol... more seminars.. went to ecp abd had some activities..but it rained.. pic at ecp,- i have no idea where i'm looking...
went back to NACLI and there was another forum talk... didnt listen much cos was pretty much tired due to not enuff sleep... photo taking.

... changed after that and went to play soccer at the basketball court until 2 am.. had macdonalds and the the boys took the leftover milo and put them into bottles and kettles.....some ijc boys joined us bt then they went back..

3rd day: woke up late(all the boys) and missed pt, which i think was strething also.. dad fetched me at 11 to go for my cousin's wedding....


E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:19 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008


so, today is like any other thursday, except that the timetable today swithches with yesterday's timetable and that all jc1 students end school at 12.30 because of listening comprehension in the afternoon..

so, chinese listeining comprehension started at 2.30 and malay/tamil listening comprehension starts at 4.30..

so, while waiting for listening comprehension to start, walked around sch, saw catwoman leave the gate, sat at the table dan, shah and afiq was studying and had a chat with them... then, dz, oj,lynn and zansher came to the table and then talked crap all the way.. shah is so petty, he took my bubble tea with pearl instead of his bubble tea with nata...

went to the softball room and then started throwing ball after it stopped raining.. it was abt 45 minutes b4 reporting time for the listening compre paper...

had to assemble 15 min b4 the paper begins but then had to wait for another half an hour before the listening actually started... slept thru the half an hour.

the listening compre was fairly alright, with a few tricky qns..

took bus 81 with shahrin and zansher and alighted at serangoon interchange to acompany zan and talk stuffs in the bus... so, in the bus talked abt dancefest, and also abt shah in particular..planned smth in the bus and zan said he would do the honors if shah didnt do wat he was supposed to do..

supposed to have tuition today, but then i have so many stuffs to do.. mainly- pack my bag for tmr's camp, do a compo and also my eom... haiz..

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:06 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008


so, went to earl's swensens at T3 just now.. had seafood pasta with chilli gravy and the taste was nice... so, as u noe, nice food comes with a price.. the food at earl's swensens are freaking expensive.. abt 20++ per dish... most likely its becos of the free flow of salad when u buy a main course...

i feel tired, so lethargic.. the camp in 2 days time isnt appealing, but the thought of going for meet the parents dreads and scares me, mainly due to me doing badly in the mid year exams..

will be missing my cousin's son birthday party this saturday due to the camp... haiz... why is the camp running during a sch weekend????

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:15 PM



just got back from sch and here i am updating... so, today's lessons are damn slack.. only have 3 lessons in total with a total of 3 hrs break...
skipping physics structured remedial cos having dinner with family later at night at swensens(most probably)

thank you to those who wished me a happy 17th birthday and the smses which i received wishing me too.... thanks to my class for singing me a birthday song during physics and also to my gp class(08S03) for singing it as well... thank you ms leow and mr tay for singing along.. birthdays doesnt seem to get more appealing and the thought of having my birthday today and having a stupid camp this weekend totally sux... this is the first time i didnt really bother abt my birthday.. i'd usually talk alot abt it, but somehow this year, it just wasnt that appealing... just getting my results that suck to the core is also a cause of miserableness...
only got punched by zansher(havent complete) and pranesh, cos not many people noe that i turn a year older today...
so, today i turn 17, i can look at it in 2 ways
1) turning 17, becoming more mature OR
2) turning 17, getting nearer to death

i'd rather be more optimistic and go for the first option....

and since i'm in a pretty good mood today, i'll reveal a clue on the name of the girl i like in sch.. the clue is= her name consist of and includes 4 letters from my name...
hehe... go figure

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
4:54 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


today was like any other tuesday, boring and long.... had a camp briefing at 5pm, so after it ended, it was alrd 6,so didnt go for chemistry.. hopefully mr adam understands.... had math after that and go home straight after with shah....shah had math but he ponned in the end cos he was watching a soccer match in sch... talked about some nonsensical stuffs while waiting for the bus to come..

the jokes zansher told me is still stuck in my head... how influential...

looking forward to tmr...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:49 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008


so, today sch was as per usual... had my 2.4 km run in the morning and had a timing of 14min25s.. could have done better if the motivation was there but the motivation wasnt there in the morning... shahrin would noe wat i'm talking abt.... got a scolding from ms leow for not bringing my reading logbook and was given additional 2 reading logs to do... bummer.....

played a ball after sch with akim, samir, rasikin, ambrose and hakim at the volleyball court... wanted to play soccer but the basketball was being washed... so, played somekind of volleyball using a distorted soccer ball.....

had gp structured remedial at 6-7 and went back home after that, reaching home at 8.30... as usual, tired...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:17 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008


so, today's open house went smoothly... although the turn up rate of people coming to the school was i think <200 people.... super pathetic... but luckily omar(prcs), 3 temasek sec softballers and kenneth(marist stella) came and joined us tpjc softballers for a pitching machine match.... the players were good... and hopefully they can come to our school and make our softball team better.... batted a 3 base hit(which was supposedly supposed to be a homerun but i jogged slowly for dunno wat reasons)...and also batted a line drive which maddy got hit by.. sorry maddy....

but the day started off badly cos i was one of the few people who forgot to bring my long blue socks... had to call dizy to borrow his socks for the day.. thanks man..... so, after the event, went to eat at kfc with some of the softball guys... omar also joined us for lunch....

went back home straight and went to sleep...... woke up at 6+ and got went to safra tampines bowling alley for a family gathering as well as a friendly game of bowling.... met most of my cousins there, approximately 100 pple came(my family members+ relatives whom were close) and had 2 games of bowling...

my lane consisted of me, dad, mom,aunt and uncle(husband and wife)... first game was not too bad, my dad got a score of 194, my mom and uncle got 105, my aunt got 100 and i got 103...
but the 2nd game was a bummer.. my mom, uncle and aunt didnt perform as well and my dad only got 138.. i had 101 and pulled down the whole team's score...

next was prize giving and my team won a few prizes- first team to reach 500 pinfalls and 2nd runner up from the 18 teams which participated in the event...

pics will be uploaded when i can have the time but doubt it'll be anytime soon due to a heavy workload and a screwed up schoolday which last till 7 almost everyday... haiz....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:52 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008


havent been updating my blog for so long now.... mainly due to my busy schedule and having sttuctured remedial almost everyday and ending school at 7pm everyday.... so, reaching home at 8.30 is a normal thing now... have been doing much homework due to fatigue....

sch open house tmr.. hopefully the things that are planned goes smoothly...

training today was as usual, onyl with less physical training....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:50 PM

Monday, July 7, 2008


so, today had to wake up early eventhough its youth day cos had a doctor's appointment in the morning at HPB... woke up early, dad sent mom and then sent me.... so, the appointment only lasted for 15 minutes++.... waste of time only.... only took height and weight and then can go alrd.... sianz....

after the appointment, went back to sengkang and then took a bus to woodlands to play soccer.. shahrin asked me along to play soccer with his frens at woodlands.... played soccer for a few hours and then went back home.... would have went to have lunch with shahrin's frens if there was no tuition.... supposed to have tuition but tutor last minute couldnt make it.....haiz......

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
8:42 PM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008


so, sch was as usual today... failed horribly for some subjects...(i have no idea on how to tell my mom)..... had training today.. trained with and empty stomach cos no appetite to eat.... training as per usual and while training, zan adviced me to go to the doctor cos he suspects i have stomach flu due to the symptoms i'm having.... jerome also became guai lan during training... went bubbling after training and only drank 1 cup of chocolate ice blend( the only thing i've drank/ eaten the whole day apart from plain water and panadols)... hanies bought a bowl of noodles which she couldnt finish and she offered shah and me to finish it.. but we didnt even finish half of it.. shah had a few mouthfuls, same as me...

went back home after that and went to the doctor when my mom came back... so, while waiting for my queue no. to show on the door, watched the 9pm chinese drama but only managed to see 45 min of it cos i finished my appointment at 9.45 and headed to ntuc to buy some things... so, while looking around in the clinic, came across this poster..

then i rmbered this happening to me back in sec 1, but luckily i only missed 1 paper which was english.. but my suey fren who got the virus the day before i came back missed all his other papers...sadded.....

the doctor said i had some kind of virus infection, smth like stomach flu... so, i'm given an mc for tmr and no physical activity for 3 days, that means i cant go for training( that depends cos if i feel better on friday, then i'll go)

so,these are the 5 different type of medicines that i received, have to eat all of them at once.. damn sucky.....


E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:16 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008


so, still having the headaches and cramps from yesterday... haiz..... was still a bit dead in sch cos the only reason i came to sch today is becos of oral exams... sux....but seeing 'HER" made my day....

so, oral exams started at 2.15 and i ended at 3.30++...... so, abt the oral.... the reading was fairly alright, but the conversation topic was a bloody tough one.... the topic was smth abt terrorism threat and can countries work together to counterfeit these threats..... stuttered like mayb 0.5 of my conversation, which sucks to the max... and asked a few people around and they also said the same thing, they didnt noe how to answer the qn.... DIE.....

wanted to wait for shahrin since he takes the same bus as me to go home, bt in the end didnt cos he said he wanted to run after his PE lesson....lol... he must be dead tired by then.....

haiz.... theres training tmr and i dunno if i'm fit enuff to go....

PS: have been going in and out of the toilet 6 times for the past hour

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:00 PM