Tuesday, September 30, 2008


ok, so, i decided not to follow zan and shah.... not becos i'm scared or anything but i guess skipping today only meant i skip 1 lesson, so it doesnt make much difference...

i didnt noe that cleaning up my room could be such a chore, with all my notes lying everywhere around the study table.... but luckily, i managed to clean up,.. but mayb, just mayb, i could have thrown away some notes/assignments....crap....


tmr seems like a fun day, hopefully it will be.... but it'll be different this year.... my greatgrandma just passed on recently and thus we wont be visiting her hse first... it'd be kinda weird.... and plus, both my grandmas' are not feeling well... my paternal grandma just got back from hospital a few hours back... and both my grandmas need walking aids to help them walk stably.... hoepfully it all goes well...


i'm off to geylang tonite to look for things to buy.. till then, i guess i wont be updating till friday or nxt week... mayb thurs, it depends...

And happy birthday zaini!!!

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
8:33 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008


wondering why i could reach sch so early today... well actually it wasnt early, but the sch was pretty empty when i reached....

PE is with my class now... no more TAF PE...crap.... i loved TAF PE as i could own people...haha...*praises self*.... tennis was alrite i guess..

the rest of the day was spent psp-ing, watching soccer highlights, videos, listening to songs in the MLEP...

my classmates other than me were thrown out of class for being late for GP.....

i had a haircut and it looks retarded, i think..... actually, it still looks the same, except thinner.....lol....


i'm wondering if i shud follow shah and zan tmr....haiz....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:07 PM

Sunday, September 28, 2008


i had to wake up early for grocery shopping with my mom... the market was freaking packed... i think they shld put fans in the market as it was warm there...haiz...

i made a total of abt 70 ketupats(rice cakes) but only 60 could be used as the others were too dry.... took abt approximately 5-6 min per ketupat....


theres sch tmr but i dont feel like going....crap......

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:05 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008


the only thing today i did was to go to geylang to look for clothes....

went there around 4+ to look for clothes.... saw 1 nice piece of clothing, but looked around for others as the price was a bit Ex..haiz... but in the end bought that piece cos there wasnt any other clothing that looked nice -.-

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:50 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008


Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANTY!!!

math is the only lesson for today.... and the feaking audi was damn warm... the aircon wasnt on, i think..... crap....

PE was boring but tiring...did ball juggling and some balancing act.....

PW was awesome, cos my grp had nothing to do, so i mingled around with other grps.....

soccer against ICS late in the afternoon and we lost to them 7-5 in the end... although we lost, i think we did well against them.... i didnt perform at all... i sucked.... sorry guys.... i felt like dying during the match...damn i'm weak..... jerome was like the catalyst to the team... u shud have came earlier... i think we could have won then...... but the whole team worked together and worked their butts off... u guys are awesome...

dinner with oj,shah,zan,fuad,ralph and rasikin...

bus ride home with a freaking headache.... i think i ate too much....reached home late and got a scolding... -.-

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:54 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008


still suffering from the dilemma...haiz.... wonder when the answer will really come, and i noe every1 else will be telling me that the answer is in me or smth, its just that i need to realise it myself.....

was pretty tired for classes today... wonder why....lack of sleep?? i dunno.... although today's lessons are kinda slack, it was still tiring.....

got back my H2 MTL paper just now..... its crap.... i only got a bloody S for it when i tot i could at least get a D....dammit.... i screwed up the literature part BADLY... screw it....

had conversations with some of the mlep students during the lengthy break while some were playing psp and just loafing around... But i think loafing around is not such a bad thing now.. except that we're in TPJC where we still have to study new chapters and topics after promos.. (-.-)

i dunno wat came over me and i bastard-ed Shahrin.... crap... sorry man.... mayb it was just the stress level, my mind's not functioning properly... and if u wanna get back at me by doing the same thing, go ahead man... i guess an eye for an eye stands here....

i was so tired that i straight away slept after i reached home... and i had a headache just now...crap

hoepfully tmr we will put up a fight agaist ICS in soccer... and i'm hoping that our team will have subs, cos i dunno if i'll be able to stay till the end.... wish me luck as a GK..

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:01 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008


sch was as per usual today. except tat i dozed off during math lecture...haha....

softball after school was fun and nice, till the sun came scorching.... and sorry guys for doing the fungo like shiet, especially Zach.....

i'm in a freaking dilemma now.... and nothing seems to be going rite....dang.....haiz.... lets just hope for the better.....

she looked pale today....i think she's sick

mom just got back home earlier today and i could/should have went to the airport to fetch her... the chocolates she bought were unexplainably awesome... but she says that switzerland is an expensive place to go.....

met sec sch frens at nite and just slacked, as per usual.....

i think i've changed----ALOT

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:58 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


i feel as if the world is coming to an end...*it is, but i feel that its drawing nearer than expected* cos of the dumb results.... dammit... shant elaborate on it... ask me online if u wanna noe....

met sean,zaini,yasser,fiq,charles,dan and hadi for soccer and played till 8.30.... went to break fast after that at banquet at compass point.... shudnt have eaten cos i was alrd bloated for drinking too much...arrgghh...crap.... and i lost my comb on the way back....crap....

lessons will be as per usual tmr....and i noe it'll suck alot... although the first 3 periods will be used fruitfully in trying to get better at FIFA 08...haha...haizz....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:45 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008


i shud just kill myself at this point of time.....

the feeling and the problems piling up simply sux......

i dunno if i shud stay on or go away if i dun do well enuff for promotion.... i alrd screwed up gp and physics, hopefully the other subs wont be so bad... if they are, i can say goodbye to even a glimpse of promoting.... damn.....

break-fasting with zan and shahrin and cracking jokes here and there is smth i really treasure, cos at that pt of time, nothing else in the world really matters...

many are advicing me to stay in jc and even if i retain, it aint such a bad thing.... i dunno.... i'm having a freking dilemma and i really hope that smth or some1 can really tell me wat is the best path for me.... i noe the person cant really tell me wat to do, cos i have to decide wats best for myself.......

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:23 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008


ok, so much for studying for my test, in the end, i didnt even touch my notes at all..... so, good luck to myself for the test...

dinner at grandma's place and she didnt seem to well... hopefully she'll get better before the festive season....

crap, man u tied with chelsea... haiz....


and Zan(he doenst want to be known as Paki) tagged me with some zombie thingy..

1) Who would be the first person you checked on if you found out about a zombie invasion?
My family and people i noe...

2) What would you do ?
Cry and shout for help... mayb just lie down in bed and hope that its a dream

3) Your weapon of choice?
Anything which can knock the zombies out when i come face to face with them??

4) Where would you hide?
hmm..i dunno.. somewher not easily found..

5) Would you start believing in God and ask for forgiveness or curse the bastard?
I alrd believe in God.. but i will beg for forgivenes for all the sins i've done

6) If one of you family members 'turns' would you have to balls and stomach to kill them?
I wouldnt dare..unless its really necessary.

7) What would be the last message you leave scribbled on the wall?
'I regret the things which i could have done'

8) If you got bitten what would you do?
Kill and assasinate the freaking zombies if i still had the willpower


i'm tagging - any1 who comes to my blog and reads this post... and dont cheat, be honest with urself

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:29 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008


i saw fiona xie at T3 yesterday at 12 am while sending my mom... she was wearing some sort of greek goddess clothing, with matching shoes and all that but with geeky glasses... and she was hot!!..

i did nth today apart from the fact that i watched disastor movie online.. the movie is for some1,(for those who want to watch it) when they really have nothing better to do.. if not, i'd recommend u watch other shows instead of this... i think wall-e will fare better....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:24 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008


woke up and it was raining, hoped that it'd be cloudy or drizzling when the soccer match starts... BUT NO, it was freaking hot when i reached sch.. crap...

Falcon's house totally kicked ass in all 3 guys sports;soccer,basketball,handball... we got champions for all 3 sports!! nice one guys!!!

lepak-ed in the softball room till abt 4.30, cos we couldnt decide where to go to let time pass while waiting for break-fast....


Mom's flyin off to switzerland later at 1am... sending her off later....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:31 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008


PW was boring as per normal... followed by another boring talk was overbearing....crap...

soccer at 'city of manchester stadium' instead at 'old trafford'(cos we kicked a ball near the window and it scare a baby) with the people who wanted to play... convinced by shahrudin and the rest to go for 'breaking fast together in sch' that nite... soccer was tiring, cos the scorching sun was smiling on us.... *sorry shahrudin for accidentally kicking the ball to ur face*

went back home for a nap b4 heading for sch... shahrin PS-ed me and zan for the breaking fast thingy....

will be having inter-house soccer tmr, hopefully we'll win!!1

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:47 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


went to sch early for some pitchhing sets with zan and shah.. nick came also cos he had lessons...
crap, i think my pitches suck big time..

didnt go bowling with the malay dudes cos the time they play was quite late...

went fishing with hg,reuben,nick,zansher and shah at Punggol park..(i didnt even noe there was a pond there for fishing even after living around the area for so many years....

the breeze at the pond was simply perfect with the company of shade from the above trees and the bright summer sun shining on us.(shah must be thinkin how the heck is nice).... apart from making myself look dumb and stuffs, i tot abt other things...


*life is unpredictable... anything can happen at any instance in time.. one should do wat he/she intends/wants to do and take the initiative, instead of waiting for the so called 'right time' to come by.. a person's heart works in a way that feelings that develop over time takes an even longer time to take make the feeling go away... the feeling might just linger on and never go away... the good things in life is always taken for granted but the bad ones are always brood upon on... one should treasure and cherish wat they have instead of always asking for smth they can't have at that point of time/ever at all.. one should do wat he/she thinks shld be done instead of waiting for it to happen...



PS:shah is a feline lover..all types of felines...*winks*


met sec sch frens for soccer b4 heading to kfc to break fast.... PSP-ed till abt 8.30 and went to play soccer again after that till 10(cos all the lights switched off)... still considering if i'll be going with them tmr.....



i havent been to geylang yet..usually i'd go there and enjoy the food they have there and splurge my money just on food and beverages itself.. went there las week but it was raining, so didnt have a chance to walk around.... i'm craving for food at geylang now,especially the dendeng( beef/chicken bakkwa).....



will be having PW tmr...ah crap... hoping that the sports vendor will sell some nice stuffs to buy...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:57 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008


woke up for pre-dawn meal with a terrible headache...didnt want to go to sch but had to in the end after taking some medication.....

x-box-ing at samir's till 5+ made the headache worst when i got home...

mcs with zaini after prayers and only reached home at 10.30...


PS: laughing non-stop while fasting takes a toll on u...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:31 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008


i think i almost died during self training just now.... learning pt..: dont do stupid shits even if u feel like doing so.... damn that bloody dive that i did.... i'd have died if i was abt 10 kg heavier....
i could have ended up like the guy on meet the spartans when he did the head stand....

i may have injured myself cos my head feels 10 kg heavier now...crap....

and i hav a paper tmr when every1 else is enjoying their slp at home or doing smth else....haiz....



PS: i'll stop doing dives when i train... but i doubt any1 from the team will believe me cos i've been saying i'll stop but even till now, i still do it...crap...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:10 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008


i screwed up sunday's classes papers cos i didnt study...heh....

no papers tmr.. but i'll be heading to sch for some softball...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:05 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008


shah told me abt him having weird dreams yesterday... i think i may have thought abt it too deeply too... cos i had a dream of sum1,not mentioning who, when i dont even think of that person... weird,but nevertheless, dreams either do or do not come true...

stayed at home throughout the day due to having exams tmr and on tue....


crap, man u lost to liverpool.... but i feel that liverpool are just lucky..cos both their goals were all by luck... had a so-called argument with the liverpool fans of the softball team and it went on for a abt 20 min...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:08 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008


physics= gone case... die... ... its a goner... crap.....arrghhh..watever ah....

went to do some throws, pitches and fielding in the rain.... it was damn nice feeling playing under the rain and not sweating much with shah,dan,zach and brandon.. fuad ps-ed us to play dota at home...lolx... it was way better than doing the same thing yesterday under the scorching sun....

went to GIANT hypermarket with shahrin to get some groceries and let time pass so that when we reach home, it'd be a shorter time to breaking fast... shah spent like 50+ bucks on groceries while i spent like 1/5 of wat he did on some fruits and carrots.... bought 5 packets of chicken rice for breaking fast.... me and shah were holding on to abt 4 plastic bags each but luckily there were seats on the bus when we boarded..

went for prayers with hadi and zaini and headed to cp for some ice-cream..but didnt buy any..just bought a can of lemon tea.....


i injured my back abit due to not stretching b4 throwing...damn....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:51 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008


math paper was somehow disastrous, cos i panicked and forgot a whole lot of things.... damn... hopefully can get at least at E..... did some throws and pitches after sch with dan,shah, fuad and zach... i think our throws seem to get better....i think...

went to the library with plans to study... but after like 25 min in the library, shah wanted to go home cos he was tired,. i was tired too, so we ended up not studying for physics... met oj on the way out of the library...


had a nice rest in bus 3 with air-con at full blast towards the face..feeling was almost orgasmic....

took a shower and a nap after reaching home to so-called stimulate and rejuvenate the mind, but somehow, after the nap, i felt weaker..crap..

physics paper tmr and i'm just hoping to get a 30-40%... anything more will be a bonus...anything less and goodbye....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:31 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008


Mt paper was ok, i think... i was stoning quite alot during the paper.... heard that the H1 paper was difficult and there were lots of screw-ups in the paper... also, a girl didnt do the summary part of the paper, apparently, she didnt see it.... shah told me it was naquiyah who didnt do the summary....

did some throws after sch and injured my foot abit.. dunno wat happened... math paper tmr and hopefuly, all the practice pays off.. if not= nt cut out to do math at all.... having sudden sharp pains on my thighs and shin and it hurts alot sumtimes..

i guess staying back in sch could be more conducive than being at home, with many distractions at ur fingertips....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:31 PM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


chemistry paper kills.... die....

on the lighter note, mt paper tmr...heeh

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:50 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008


gp paper was a killer.... i didnt noe wat essay to write nor how to ans the compre qns... i guess i really need lots of luck to be promoted next year, if not its either retain or goodbye sch.....

went back home and slept.. but was awoken by my maid which was calling me from the gate outside and said she accidentally threw the housekeys into the refuse chute.... wonder why i could hear her when i was taking a nap...

my missing slippers surprisingly and weirdly, is now on the shelves outside the house... strange.. would a thief put back wat was stolen??? man, the world is getting weirder....


wish me luck for my exams people, i will seriously need ALOT of it...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:34 PM

Sunday, September 7, 2008


damn it... promos is about 8 hours away.... and gp paper will be the first... hopefully i wont screw up the paper...

TO ALL FELLOW J1 frens, all the best for your promos.... may we all be promoted next year....

Toa all jc2 frens, best of luck for ur prelim results and study hard for A levels.. jiayou


hopefully all papers go well for me.... if not, i really donno wat to do....haiz....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:59 PM

Saturday, September 6, 2008


nth interesting happened today...

went back home at night after looking at the lights at geylang serai(apparently, it was raining and i couldnt take pics... crap... and there were also lorries and trucks blocking my view...dammit)..

so, reached home and watched tv.... didnt have any nice shows on, so decided to watch channel 8 as they were showing a local movie/drama... i dunno....

the show was abt giving second chances to ex-cons and man, it really made me tear at some parts of the show... the show ended at 1, but it was worth it to watch....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:35 PM

Friday, September 5, 2008


i seriously have nothing to blog abt today...

so, i'm gonna complain about my lost slippers!!(actualy, i lost them last week)...

i've just lost a pair of slippers which i've not worn for more than 5 times.... dammit... damn that idiot who stole my slippers.... luckily it was just a free pair of beach slippers which i got from buying clothing..... and luckily its not my quicksilver pair of slippers which i'm not intending to wear yet eventhough its been in the storerroom for abt a month or 2....

so, in the past few years, i've lost-from the most recent
1) a pair of 2 weeks old slippers
2) adidas street soccer shoe (last year)
3) slazenger sports shoe(4 years back)

dammit, i didnt learn my lesson of putting my new pair of footwear outside.... now, hopefully i will..

i wonder why my lotto badminton shoes weren't stolen....haiz...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:48 PM

Thursday, September 4, 2008


woke up like normal sch day cos have to reach school at 8 for math test... met akhim at the busstop at tampines b4 going to sch..

math test was super draggy and i didnt do some of the math test qns becos i was abit too tired... and it was just a mock test which the teacher wont be marking.... so, a total of 4 hrs in the lecture theatre and without being able to eat...haiz....

got hungry very quickkly today as i only managed to eat 4 slices of bread in the morn...

so,after math, studied abit till abt 2+ at the cafe with shahrudin.(he said i was a few mins late for______).. dammit

nw najiy also knows...haha.....

went to guardian at white sands and bought some essentials... white sands having some sports campaign(for families) and there were a few wii booths and a bowling alley.(not exactly like a real bowling lane but smth like it... and they were using a real bowling ball)... went back home after that, thinking deep..... haiz.....

tuition at night....

hoping that the day willl come...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:42 PM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008


had to wake up early in the morn for tuition... headed off to sch after tuition for mother tongue lessons which was supposed to start at 1...

reached school at 12.30 but then mt lesson alrd started... went thru the format of the promo papers and all that.... lesson ended at 2 and then me, hanafi and akhim went to the library to study... in the library, we managed to study a bit, i think... cos we werre talking to each other abt stuffs such as girls, life, food, etc...

we were also planning on the different places to break our fast when all the guys go out together after promos...

a fren told me smth at night which i'm still pondering abt... mayb i shud, mayb i shudnt... i dunno... i guess i'll let time do its job, and hopefuly, it doesnt go against me....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:36 PM

Tuesday, September 2, 2008


so, today's the second day of fasting.. managed to tahan for the day...


had physics lesson today... although i was 15 min late., the lesson haveent even started... and i wasnt the lastest... there were many more people late after me.... actually, i came late cos i was walking around school looking for people i noe to say hi but it was to no avail.... so, physics lesson was so2, although i didnt understand almost all of it...

so, after physics, there was gp lesson.. gp lesson-1 word to describe- sux....... teacher kicked akhim and shah out of class due to the remarks akhim made when she said smth(cant rmb what she said).. then she was talking thruout the whole period and kept stopping to ask the students to shut up... she was comparing us with other sch and etc... all the bullshit... was sms-ing zansher during the lessson eventhough he was also in the lesson, except that he was at the other end of the lecture theatre.... lesson was boring until it ended....


so, met shah, who was sitting at the gallery doing this



he was either emo-ing or thinking abt something....heha..... so, we sat there and then walked around while waiting for zansher to finish his pw.... he said it wud take 0.5 hr, but instead, it took 1 whole hour...dammit... but luckily, i didnt have tuition....so, could wait for him.....

so, met up with zan and then planned to go home... but, in bus, we were talking all the nonsense as per usual and was talking about why people give prices like $99.90 when they can just say $100... and shah suddenly thought of going to buy groceries at giant.. zansher was also talking abt fries bought from the supermarket which tastes exactly like the fries at popeyes'.. so, we were thinking of going to the giant hypermarket at tampines area but then in the end decided to go to heartland mall's cold storage.. (it was because we were all lazy to walk to the hypermarket and shah was afraid he'll get lost...haha...)...and we saw,smth like a gay couple in the bus..

so, we walked around heartland mall and went to the sports shop... then while walking, there was somekind of wii booth where we have to pay $1 to play for 6 minutes... so, we watched some people play and zansher somehow or rather convinced me and shah to play as well...

we played the baseball game... zansher and me got strikeout for the first bat... shah was so confident and was saying like" come, i show u" and he hit a homerun( it was only fair since he;s captain of the team)... we then paid another $1 and this time, i was enthu abt batting so i was in normal batting position, but in the end, still tio stikeout... zansher was even worst..
he was swinging the wii remote and it flew off his hand and landed on the floor!! we were laughing our asses off looking at the blunnder he made.and people around were looking at us..(*take note, we're jc students and we're doing smth nonsensical like this in the midst of upcoming promos).... and after the game, zan told us not to blog abt this, but i still blog abt it...

so, went to the supermarket after that as shah was gonna buy some stuff for dinner.... we walked around n looked at lots of things... elaboration on shah's blog....

zan taught me hw to get good wine or sumting like that... we have to look at the concentration under the light or sumting.,,, although i dont think i'll ever need to use the info he taught me as i'll never drink.....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:35 PM

Monday, September 1, 2008


today's the first day of fasting and also the first day of sept hols...

firstly, happy birthday danial(cousin)!


woke up in the morn and that studied abit, actually was woken up by zach's msg.. didnt really feel that hungry today... managed to do some math for the day.... no sch...

promos drawing nearer dammit...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:33 PM