Friday, October 31, 2008


had another op dry run today, except that i wasnt feeling well so i screwed up more.... i wasn't being myself that i was talking nonsense during the Q and A... oh wells... wats done cant be undone...


lunch with akhim, samir,diniy and najiy before heading home...

had to go to kk hospital alone... got lost along the way but managed to find it in the end...

freaky things happened...

my ring broke into 5 pieces in the icu.... now thats scary stuff.... it felt super freaky... and i got freaked out... and to think i just bought the ring....man.....


mayb its just halloween????? who knows????

(it was worthwhile...)

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:59 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2008


mt A level paper was freaking difficult.... damn.... i haven really done anything pertaining to mt for ages.... hopefully i can get at least a B out of it.....hopefully....


soccer with fuad's frens aft sch at leisure park.... damn, it was freaking tiring..... had to rush back home to get ready to meet the rest, supposedly at 5, but only met them when the movie was abt to start.....


movie was great, i have to admit.... childish at times but the set totally rocked.... (i'm talking abt hsm 3 btw)..... movie ended late, had to get back home.....

the day was fun!!...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:54 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


MT A level paper is tmr....

Best of luck to everyone(including myself)......

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:07 PM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008


oral presentation rehersals sux....

sch's normal but short, as we end early....

happy deepavali to all hindus(although i'm a day late in wishing but nevertheless)

i can only hope for the best for myself...

hopfuly wat i did, will turn out good for me



those who tried to prank call me failed....haha..... see, believe in karma... wat goes around comes around....haha....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:22 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008


A holiday dampened by unwanted & unexpected news...


but the holiday was relaxing nevertheless, eating like a pig and slping with the tv switched on...

oh, wat a life... i can only dream and hope my parents will bring me overseas, but i hope, in the future, i'll be able to go on holiday around the world, with my family by my side, and having sufficient money to spend....


on a lighter note, mom and dad are planning another trip to brunei this december... awesomeness... but mom has to go outstation to dubai, so, i guess we'll have to see her schedule...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:49 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2008


today was like a day in sch with technically nothing to do..apart from playing the psp and trying to memorise the script, i had nothing to do,so just hanged around and chatted... but my stomach was freaking burning after eating the fried noodles... damn....

(sorry___)


ended early today and went back early... woohoo... first time for everything and went for lunch at kovan with zan and shah...

conversations i had today were kinda serious.. its like the turnover of a wave(watever this means)
had a haircut-but i doubt theres much difference BUT, i cut my fringe!!! (which i say i didnt want to cut)

saw taihong and jeremy at kovan and taihong said he was retaining... hopefully, i can at least advance, but i cant be an OGL for next year if i do... dratz...




E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:23 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Happy birthday DAD!!!!


got my op script today only to find out that i have to change with weihao...drats....

only did afew rehersals, rest of the day spent walking around sch, playing the psp, eat, and chat..

headed back home with yanty,zan,omar and jeremy...

had a long talk with zan on the bus and also while waiting... it was kinda serious, but with an element of nonsense in it, if u get wat i mean...

dinner at swensens(changi airport) after my cousin left and just came back a few min ago

and oh crap, i've not read my script.... goner....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:48 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


oh crap, i didnt do my part for pw... sorry guys...

mayb i revealed abit too much....


and the sch has 40% of the students not being able to promote..... i'm just hoping that i'll promote....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:19 PM

Monday, October 20, 2008


pw is gonna end soon.... and i hope it does....

psp-ing is like an addiction....damn it... and i'm so gonna change to a new psp, or mayb a new phone... cos i'm jealous of my mom's blackberry phone that my dad bought for her....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:17 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008


i had to convince my parents to let me go visiting with gp classmates instead of religious classes... finally managed to convince them...heh.....

sorry yanty and ikhsan for letting u guys wait for 15 min.... i noe it was freaking warm, i'm so sorry...


went to 2 houses and then had to leave to have dinner with family as its mom's birthday today... went to my uncle's place after that....


met frens again at yanty's house and then headed off to more houses...and sorry yanty i couldnt eat at ur hse.. i was late and my stomach was abt to burst after eating steak for dinner...


sorry to those people whose houses we went and didnt go...

but overall, the day was fun.... except for the frantic rush to go home, cos its a sch day tmr.....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:50 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008


i woke up late and didnt go for the walk... also cos i had to take care of the house since only lil my bro was around...

didnt go for the birthday trip cos had to visit relatives houses and only came back a while back...


and how the heck did liverpool win again???? they shld have drew or lost... although it was kinda expected that dirk kuyt was gonna score... haiz....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:57 PM

Friday, October 17, 2008


was almost late for sch and assembly.. cos the freaking buses were packed till abt 7.10am... where i met ambrose and he said that he goes out at that time normally and wont be late... lucky shit..... went to put the clothing in the softball room b4 assembly....


PHR was fun... with every1 in ethnic costumes and all, it made the audi look tremendously colourful and lively.... the dikir was abit screwed up but nevertheless, it was entertaining.. tarian was fine....


some came over my house after PHR and after my hse, went to hakim's and then mr nordin's.... we stayed there pretty long and i reached home only at 12.30am... luckily i didnt miss my bus....

i'm tired and i dunno if i'll be able to make it for zahidah, susu and shahrizal's birthday tmr... but anyways, happy birthday to u 3...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:58 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2008


i came home late again today... dratz.....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:39 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008


i've been coming home late every single day.... the earliest i get home is around 8.30pm... mayb its cos i stay far from sch but nevertheless, i still go home late eventhough lessons end befor 6....


trip to katong was long and the shop we went to was a mess... no offence to the shop owner.... but i doubt i'll be buying any softball equipment cos i'm buying a new psp,(eventhough i alrd have 1 and its not even 1 year old yet....hehe)...

and theres physics spa tmr... hopefully can do it well..... mayb i still need to help out with the ketupat making for phr..... but i think naquiyah may complete it by tmr.... but if she doesnt, i can spent the first 2 hours of break in the morning doing it and watch my classmates chiong psp all the way....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:55 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


sch has been spent playing psp ALOT!!!! and its totally awesome!!!

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:35 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008


PE in the morning was fun cos the teacher didnt come and we could play soccer... it was awesome playing soccer with my classmates and scoring 1 goal... but shahrin said that i was like a loser, cos everytime he turns to look at my class playing, he'll see me on the floor lying down.... mayb its cos GOD doesnt want shahrin to see my pro-ness...

haha...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:50 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008


soccer with sec sch frens in the morn b4 heading off for a whole long day visiting houses...

and gosh, soccer was tiring.. i have to regain my form back b4 training officially starts, if not i'm kinda screwed....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:44 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2008


(my personal favorite)




raya outing was superb.... it was totally awesome... i didnt bring my camera along, but aisyah,aisha and syazwan brought theirs and took gazillion photos... these are the links


aisyah
aisha
syazwan


till then, go look at the photos..

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:53 PM



and b4 i forget....

zan beat me in winning eleven 2-0, and he scored both in extra time..... i managed to hold him to a draw till extra time, with him using his imba team and me using manchester united(without my complete formation and tactics)... so, losing to him aint such a big thing... and we had a bet on the person who loses had to blog abt it.. so here i am telling the world that i lost to zansher....


and a few other reasons why i lost
1) there was no berbatov in Man U

2) Zan was using his own customised team, and i'm at a disadvantage

3) i didnt complete my formation and tactics (cos every1 says i take too long)

4) there was no radar during the gameplay

5) the camera was at a lousy angle and didnt cover much of the players and field

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:45 PM

Thursday, October 9, 2008


another slack-ing day.....and i ate alot and spent alot today... dammit... just when ms chew was saying abt being thrifty and alll that, i had to spend so much today...man that sux....

had to stay back for pw and i only reached home moments back, approximately 9.15pm... crap... nothing was exciting abt pw except the half an hour break playing soccer with classmates and S20....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:13 PM

Wednesday, October 8, 2008


PW sucks.... its a waste of time and is nonsensical... the time spent on pw can be spent more fruitfully... either slacking, studying, or having fun... not brainstorming like idiots to come up with points..

slacked all the way today, other than chem,math and physics tutorial back to back... heavy... pw consultation was boring like per normal...

training was fun but i guess its a start... it rained so i practised on the pitching power sets.... i felt that my arm was ok, except that my wrist hurt due to yesterday....


went back home and didnt follow the rest for KFC-ing at T-mart....


i'll start swearing like an ass again if the rate of the pw workload increases or stays the same....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:08 PM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008


my body feels so sore in the morn that i had problems walking, (due to my injured left ankle) and standing up and sitting down(due to my hurting back and butt.)...damn...

it sucks getting to noe ur results... damn.... i'm hoping that the teachers will back me up and help me promote....GOD, pls help me...

PW lecture only lasted for a good 20 minutes, when i tot it'd last an hour or so...so, it was boring.. but nevertheless, pw is fun as its kinda slacky... but not anymore...cos we have to do more work on the WR now....dammit.... i'm so not enthu in doing it....

i didnt play soccer after sch as my butt still hurt and my thigh hurts when i try to hit the ball hard... damn...

i injured my wrist also....

dammnit... theres PW tmr... but i'd rather go for training..and hopefully i'll heal by tmr...hoepfully..

PS; geting U for H1 chem is smarter than geeting B for H2 chem....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:03 PM

Monday, October 6, 2008


PE was fun.... but i injured my left leg while at it... damn..... and to think i got the injury that mr lee talked abt, although there was no tennis ball involved...crap


raya outing discussions in class was so 'kecoh'(erm, i think its noisy+ sumting else)...

soccer after sch was fun... made me exercise more....but i cleverly didnt change out into my PE attire and i dirtied my uniform.....crap....
AND,

i felt like puking after drinking 2 bottles/cups of drinks after soccer......

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:58 PM

Sunday, October 5, 2008


A funeral is an event which no one likes/wants to go... always, it depicts sadness and grieve, which in turn will make u tear, or for some-cry, or some just holding on inside...


i was abt to get ready to play soccer in the morn when my mom told me my grandma had a fall and we're going to see her...so, sorry guys(sean,hadi,zaini etc).coudlnt make it....

attending my uncle's funeral make me realise 1 thing... nothing shud be ever taken for granted.. usually, i'd jus t say that this is just a saying, but now, i realise that it really is meaningful.. and now, i really feel remorseful... i've done lots of sins in my life, and everytime i try to bring myself back again, inevetiably, i'll commit more sins... i guess its like, nothing can ever be perfect, no matter how perfect and nice life may get.. seeing my aunts and cousins tearingmade me feel sad as well, with threars rolling down my face... although i wasnt tat close to my uncle, but i noe my dad is ... cos that uncle was my dad's eldest cousin and is so called the 'big bro' of the 4 generations of my family line... it was tragic nonetheles.. and the ustaz('muslim priest) words made me realise a lot of things and i feel remorse abt them.. it was like throwing smth directly to my face or stabbing me directly into the heart... it was heart piercing,knowing that i havent been a really good samaritan of earth....

i guess crying over spilt milk is of no use.. instead, we shld use it as a stepping stone in our daily lives, and always remmber that GOD will always be watching, no matter where u are..
and i noe i cant take another blow when it comes to familyy matters and a loss of a relative..

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
9:26 PM

Saturday, October 4, 2008


went out early in the morn today.. went visiting....

went to farah's house first... her mom was talking abt promos and all that... and how farah studied and all that... crap... i think i'll die if she promotes and i dont, or vice versa on her part... a mindflow of emotions and thoughts when i had a conversation with her... so, farah, lets either retain together or promote together.. but i prefer the latter... but i'd be dead if i retain, so, i hopefully i'll be able to promote....


house visiting to other houses as per normal...

went to my uncle-T house in the late aft.... watched a show there and i saw arini in the show... kinda surprising..

so, 2 hrs after that, had a call from my other uncle saying that uncle-T passed out at elias mall and is being re-(seucusud)(i cant rmb the word)..... then 5 min after the call, my uncle called again and said that uncle-T passed on... rushed to the hospital and stayed till late night....

it was kinda traumatising after hearing abt it... but i pity uncle-T's family... he has 3 children and they're barely schooling yet.. and they're triplets..


And man u won!!!

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:55 PM

Thursday, October 2, 2008


theres sch today eventhough its the 2nd day of raya.... crap...

my classmates werent there, well , actually it was just the malay guys i hang out with everyday.. and lots of people werent in sch as well... it was damn boring and to top it off, i had 4.5 hrs of break and i didnt bring my psp cos i left it in the car... damn....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:33 PM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008


today's the first day of raya... maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua...( hope for ur forgiveness on the outside and the inside).... i wont be updating today, mayb i'll post up the pics.... but this year is so very different from other years... i'll update it the next time i'm free...


till then, i'm off to slp....

drats, theres sch tmr and i feel like skipping...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:55 PM