Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i dun feel like blogging anymore... just dont have the time and the computer....


*using dad's laptop*

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
12:05 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008


i've been at my aunt's place for the past few days....

grandma's burial went smoothly....

and i still havent told my parents yet abt me retaining....

could life get any suckier??????

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:01 PM

Friday, November 7, 2008


grandma was at the edge of leaving the world yesterday nite.... i was awoken suddenly, not by anyone or anything just when grandma's breathing dropped drastically.... i guess its GOD's will...

stayed over at aunts place after grandma's condition improved....her eyes were grey when she opened them...and at that pt of time, i knew her time was coming to an end... it was saddening....


the nurse said she stopped breathing for 30s while every1 except my uncle was slping...

went to sch late,(on purpose, just to meet pple)... and psp hunting at simlim straight after...


went to aunt's place after bathing and all that....

grandma's life took a turnover and she passed away.... rip....

it was sad and traumatising.... i've done some things which are bad....now i regret doing them....

and to think that my ring that broke 7 days ago could've been a sign.....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:50 PM

Thursday, November 6, 2008


ah shit.... i didnt get freakin promoted..... f*ck....... damn... i wonder how am i supposed to tell my parents....

even with a 2h2 pass, i didnt manage to scrape for advancement....damn.....

and sorry to every1 if i went moody today and shits like that.....

and to think theres sch tmr... i'll go for the fun of it.....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:45 PM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008


gosh, OP was a screw up....damn.....i talked to fast and my hand gestures were damn bloody stupid.....damn......


lunch with hanis and shahrin b4 heading home..


and i hope tmr never comes.....

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:40 PM

Tuesday, November 4, 2008


i had a pretty scary dream....and i hope it doesnt come true....its more of a nitemare...

had to wake up early just to meet up with my grp....(cos i reached home late last nite and am still tired)...

managed to do 2 rehearsals, but without the leader.... how awesome is that(sarcasm)... i just went off at 1 cos my grp leader had a stomachache and only came at 1 although we have to meet at 10... bummer.....


went psp hunting but to no avail....haiz.....

dinner with zaini at mcdonalds...0damn...

and life is unpredictable...(its totally random and cliche, but its totally true,its just that people are trying to be oblivious abt it)...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
10:18 PM

Monday, November 3, 2008


went psp hunting at Sim lim after going to maternal grandma's place..... and found 1 shop.... $250 for the psp itself.... not too bad....
now to look for a shop to sell my current 11 months old psp..

headed to the hospital after that and stayed till 11+....

(overheard the adults conversation and felt super scared hearing it....hopefully nth bad happens....)

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:59 PM

Sunday, November 2, 2008


been staying at the hospital for the whole day for the past 2 days.....haiz.... nothing interesting lately other than eating like a pig and psp-ing everyday at the hospital...

E `LOVE AND WISDOM
11:12 PM