today's the first time i pitched >50 balls during training, and with a slighly strained shoulder....
i seem to hate sch more, with the boring lessons that kill me in class... but, sch's nice sometimes with frens who're always there in times of need....
i'm still not in the best of minds... and i was prettty quiet the whole day as i wasnt in a mood to talk much... and i'm still pissed off with myself for all thats happen... sorry